She's slowly make her way back into your heart. You might have been heated at the way she showed her love to at first. Four years and counting she's still the woman you have always loved. She's slowly say she's sorry for the way she's been acting. You'll slowly say it's okay and your sorry for the way you've been apart. You might have been heated. She may have been jelous. Deep down she knows you love her and maybe she even knows you won't leave her side. Is that what scares her? Is that what made her put distance between you? I'm happy knowing she's there. I'm unhappy fighting. She's yell at you because she doesn't know what else to do. You'll try to fight off her way of thinking hoping you'll say the right thing. But can you truly say the right things to her? Cause she just got farther and farther away. She'll get jelous once in awhile and so will you. She'll slowly lean in for a kiss from you, hoping you'll forgive her for the fault of not telling you. You're gut tells you..."Back away and fast" but your heart says," You jerk you know you love her" Slowly but surely she'll find a way to make you put that emptyness back into your heart that you've felt since she left you standing alone once again. You may fear her leaving. She may fear you leaving. Together you begin to realize....you'll love her anyways. She'll slowly stop yelling. You'll slowly hear her voice go soft and you hear the tears she's shedding. She's still the woman you love. It doesn't matter anymore why she yelled. It doesn't matter anymore you got jelous. And it doesn't matter anymore that your heart still hurts. It's for the times she'll allow you to hear the tears you can only hear over the phone. Moment by moment you'll realize your happy knowing you have happy memories in her. Second by second you'll realize she's still standing there. Minute by minute you'll realize she may walk away in the end....but you'll love anyone like you've loved her all these years. Happy.... Hope.... and love is found in a fight. You'll yell again. And you both know it. You'll be angry with the other. And you both know it. But for now....your both happy knowing....you still have her. It didn't take a minute to realize you didn't want to lose her. It didn't take an hour to realize all you wanted was to cry. And it didn't take someone else to tell you, you loved her. A second went by and all you wanted was her. A minute went by and all you wanted was to make up. So yell all you want. Scream the words you feel. And cry when the only thing you have left is i'm sorry. You realize....her tears you hear or only a way of telling you she's sorry. Even if it came to we need a break. You see it as the end. She sees it as....i need time. You see it as i wasted my time again. She sees it as....wait i still love you. Together......her tears say it all. And you'll yell cause all you have is to hide the tears between the yelling. All you have is the scream of wait.....i still love you. You won't hear the voice cry. But you'll know by the last words....she still loves me. Happy moments....found in her voice. Happy moments....found in her tears you hear over the phone. Happy moments....found by the yells and angry voice. Happy moments...found when all you have to say is....wait i still love you! |